25 11 2010
My Dearest Girija
I am sitting here in my room, looking at your picture.
Wondering why you couldn't be a part of my future.
Uncontrollable tears stream down my face,
while my heart beat starts to race.
Asking God why he took you from my life,
it was more painful than stabbing me in the heart with a knife.
I still needed you here
you were the one to make everything so clear.
You needed to be here to play with your wonderful grand kids.
They would have been happier getting the warm hugs from you
you are a part of me and I am a part of you
when you died a part of me died too.
I never knew how hard it was to loose someone you love
until the day you went to heaven above.
Even though I can't see,
I know you are up there watching over us
I miss you more and more everyday
and all I can do is pray.
In my heart you shall forever remain.